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jessica always thought her marriage was perfect.

she met her husband, sean, when she was a teacher in japan. jessica was 24 and sean was 28 at the time. in 1998, the two married and moved back to canada to raise their children.

(jessica and sean’s wedding photos)

after getting married, jessica became a housewife and stayed in canada to take care of her family and children, while sean found a job in denver, usa.

because the work place is too far from home,sean rented a bachelor pad in denver and lived there for three weeks every month.

although the two live in different places and occasionally quarrel, their life is still very happy, at least that's what jessica thinks.

nine years ago, sean died of a heart attack while on a business trip to houston. jessica was heartbroken by her husband's departure.

but she never expected that the secret exposed after her husband's death would give her another heavy blow...

(jessica)

a few days after sean's death, jessica lay in bed and opened sean's ipad to search for the phone number of the houston hospital where his body was stored.

but as soon as jessica entered a few letters, the search window automatically popped up"houston escorts"this historical search record.

jessica felt a little scared and curious, so she started to check her husband's browsing history.

as a result, she discovered that her husband seemed to have been looking for information, locations, services, prices of various sex workers...

as jessica searched deeper, she discovered that she didn't know anything about this "loyal husband." he visited prostitutes endlessly, had many extramarital affairs, and many of his so-called all-nighters were actually spent watching pornographic videos online.

(schematic diagram)

one day after sean's death, jessica prepared to deal with a series of credit card bills he had racked up during his business trip.

jessica felt that the bill was horribly expensive, so she asked the hotel to provide detailed receipts, hoping to find sean's unit for reimbursement. it was only after the hotel sent the bill that jessica discovered that all the purchases were in pairs - breakfast for two, a few bottles of sparkling wine...

terrified, jessica confided in a mutual friend of the couple that she suspected sean of having a house call.but a friend revealed the truth. in addition to being a sex worker "just for fun," sean was also having an affair with at least one of his colleagues...

jessica was confused.

on the surface, sean is a good husband and father, but in private, sean has the opposite side. the better he behaves at ordinary times, the scarier he is behind the scenes.

(jessica's family)

the truth came over like a tsunami, destroying jessica's sanity.

she finally broke out, one day, she cut open the bag containing sean's ashes, took the ashes to the garden, mixed them with dog feces and threw them in the trash can.

another time, in desperation, she ate sean's ashes...

she recalled that when you touch the ashes with your fingertips, you will feel a little dry, rougher than baking powder, and more granular than salt. i swallowed the ashes, mixed with tears, and it felt like a layer of cement on my tongue. …

after that, jessica discovered more secrets.

when she went to denver to clean out sean's bachelor pad, she discovered a hard drive.

there are hundreds of hours of pornographic videos hidden in it, and i believe sean has watched every video. he carefully categorized the videos by age, race and origin...

jessica described the hard drive as sean's "porn matrix," which is what sean was "working on overtime."

(schematic diagram)

in order to find out what her husband was thinking, jessica also began to browse her husband's "porn matrix." slowly she discovered,rather than saying that sean is addicted to pornography, it is better to say that he has been swallowed up by the abyss of pornography...

she said she was no longer normal during that time.

one time while she was watching a high school student play, she suddenly found herself imagining the naked body of a female student actor on stage!

she was so frightened that she even considered suicide.

from then on, jessica realized that there was something more important in her life, which was to protect her son. so she began to seek psychological help to improve her inner health.

now, nine years later, jessica still feels like she doesn't understand her husband.for example, some time ago, she discovered a secret drawer on his workbench, which contained marijuana that sean swore he would never smoke.

(schematic diagram)

but she told her son nothing.

in the child's heart, he is still the perfect father who can inspire him and bless him through all difficulties.

now jessica has finally accepted sean's betrayal and death:

"he is not just a liar and a betrayer; he is also a good son who honors his parents, he is a loving father to dash (his son) and is deeply loved by his colleagues."

now jessica has started a new life with new people.

she said she felt better and stronger than before. but some scars never disappear. she cries almost every day. she feels that some part of her body has died with sean...

ref：

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-13926581/husband-died-secret-life-ate-ashes-revenge.html

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